Jan 2, 2010

I am a fucking hypocrite

Despite my last blog,
Fuck this.

I am sick of chasing temporary happiness because it doesn't bring me joyfullness sober, I am fucking sick, Completely with everything in my life because I am not satisfied with who I am at this point or the descisions I make because I am dependent and I am vulnerable and I am just a shitty person who is lost because she grew up to fast and she misses and wants what she can't have

1 comment:

elise hanson. said...

sarah sometimes i think we're on that same mental scale.
the happy sad scale,
and its a never ending cycle
a teeter totter