I know something's wrong here

it is time to analyze observe what the fuck i'm doing day to day and to releive myself of an embarassing past and to create myself into a happy person. Try to be optimistic, go back and read my old blogs figure out if I am following in the same footsteps I have been traveling back in my path of the past, and I wanna cover up the footsteps and start something new. It is hard to break free. Same town, same people, same thing every damn day, same everything. Its impossible to break what you know so well, its so hard to move forward.