standing in the sun but I feel so cold.
all I know is I wish I had somebody to hold.
I'm icy like last December,
all I can do is remember.
I feel like I'm four,
watching my mom walk right out the door,
shivering in this heat,
I feel like I've been beat.
the ice is running thin,
cracking, about to break with every sin.
When I look up,
I ask God, "Do you even give a fuck?"
because I want the cold to go away
I want to enjoy this sunny day
but I just can't