and I have had time to forgive
all the people who have ruined me.
A clean slate, an optimistic insight,
is exactly what I am looking for.
But for some reason, deep down,
I still want you to suffer so bad.
Where can this humanistic trait be derived from?
Where we want the people who hurt us so bad
to ultimately suffer in the end.
Emotionally, suffer, or physically.
So that, they can see all the harm they've done
along the way. Vengeance. runs. deep.
I hope I can overcome this some day.
I hope I can extract it from my head, and start over.
I think I can.