Completely turning in to something I had never wanted to be.
After you, I seemed to have lost myself.
Where am I going?
Something good was there and I ruined it
I know I'm going to get different looks
this is not something I need to do to be happy, its really not
I need coffee and someone to talk to right now
I'm completely ignorant and need to figure my shit out
I really have to.
If it goes beyond this, then what?
I don't want to lose friends, I already have lost some
I hope more don't leave