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sitting on carpet
eyes half awake
feeling content
away
south milwaukee
warm nights
making my mom happy
no friends here
lake michigan
cars speed past
peter,
bjorn,
john,
eastside tomorrow
bikes
beach
lake michigan
best friend
happiness
always, happiness
do what makes yourself happy
yes
need to shower
butt hurts
soft light
grandma
dolls
sleep, no
sleep, yes?
no
draw
write
blog blog
facebook
myspace?
naw
drivers test
fail first
pass second?
schools coming
no
no
no
sticking cool
party harty
finding the one
no rush
sticking cool.
outrageousness
laugh until I cry
laugh until I pee
laugh until I can't breathe
almost fights
spitting in faces
sleeping outside in milwaukee
cousins
brother
parents
poolside
beachside
lakeside
southside
milwaukee


Here I am, here is me,
here is my thoughts, one x one x one x one,
after another, after another, here it is right now,
in this very moment.