Want

to escape and see the canyons and forget about my unhappy life here in wisconsin
Want to meet new people that can hold intellectual conversations, that are inspirations
I want to escape my isolated jealous mind and be free in thought and open minded
i want that warm weather and I want the warm feelings and friendships that I've come to resent.
i'm alone, truly, here at my age, i have no one of the same as me, how hard it is to grow and become yourself without anyone, to be on your very own, to stand alone, to have this hate, and to love what you have come to lost, there is nowhere else to go but up, because im sick of being on the bottom, and im sick of these depressed thoughts